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I must admit I am a very lazy blogger ! 
Too lazy to type down the happenings in my life .. haha. But I'll try to ! :)
or maybe if you want to know how I'm doing come and ask me directly, haha even better :)
haha

Anyway, the holidays have been pretty okay so far.
I wouldn't say I've had enough rest , :X haha but I'm grateful for the break, really.
Work has been okay, because giving tuition is quite a good job, other than the fact that my student is a little naughty at times.
Teaching guitar is good money :X and this current student I'm teaching though she's much older than me,
but by teaching her I learn a lot too ! Cause I'm exposed to more chinese praise/worship songs.
haha something I don't have much exposure to in our normal cell groups.

The F&B job though, is tiring..........
I'm really not going work similar jobs anymore ! hahaha

Thank you God , thank you! Sometimes I wonder,  I'm so so not worthy , who am I man.
but You still forgive and You still love all of us :) I really stand in awe.

Last night my dad had a talk with me,
I almost cried !! hahaha I haven't cried in a long time (other than in the presence) haha.
but I really held back (successfully). because I don't like my parents to see that side of me.
because they're going to use that as another reason to say I'm weak,blah blah hahaa.

Well, the future is really scary,  that fact only hit my face hard yesterday. haha
It's hard for many to feel, but now I understand the pressure.
The pressure of supporting your family, the pressure of not having enough to get by, the pressure of working full time.
I used to think going to work is not that bad, but now I seriously wished I could study all my lifeeeeee.
I was too sheltered when I was young, but I guess now is the time to grow up.
I need wisdom God, wisdom to choose.

I know everything's going to turn out well !! :)
Yup,  Busier ; but I'm going to be more focused at the same time.
Focused in every little thing that I do.
I just started children's church visitation today and it's really tiring but it's great to visit the kids and see the smiles on their faces.
Walking around bedok for 2 hours + hahaa but more to come !!
I really thank God that I'm really really blessed... Seeing kids who are well-off, kids that are needy, kids that don't have parents.

I'm really thankful for what I have, and even more thankful that I can serve the greater body :D

haha what a long winded entry


 

 

 

My obsession since 2 months + back.
Bicycles or fixies they call it.
Why does everyone in Paris look so chic?
Even when riding a bicycle ?!! 

the french are so good at everything :(
 

 

Back to this miserable home in cyberspace of mine.
I just feel like blogging because the amount of things to study is killing me !! :(
don't even know where/what/how to start.

can't wait for this term to be overrrr .
meanwhile.....
like I said in the previous post regarding certain decisions I had to make, well..
I made them !! haha,
should I consider it my job?
Ok, yes, it is my new job.. because I am paid.lol


Ok, basically, by God's grace and some miraculous state that the boss was under,
we (me & my friend kenn) passed the audition to play for this newly opened pub, called Ember club
and well.. coincidentally a friend told me there's a place called Ember pub too, along Keong siak st.
hahaha, if you don't know what keong siak is, watch fighting spiders.haha,or google it la..
you'll know..
So don't worry I'm not going work in keong siak, it's just a coincidental clash of name.

Soooo, the time we went for the audition was only the 3rd time me and my friend met each other.
I was only there for fun but really by God's grace,
we got hired on the spot.
haha

So for the past few weeks I've almost been in zombie state,
coming up with 40 + songs in 2 weeks.
Andddd studying for tests,exams,projects, giving tuition
It is tiring man !!!
but it's never by my own strength, by His spirit !! :)

I just can't wait for this period of chiong-ing songs to be over,
then we can slow down our pace a little.

So yesterday was the photoshoot, video-ing .. I'm never good with photos/posing,
all I did was to just stand there like some robot.
I'm so deadddd, I hope it looks okay on the website.
we're going to be there once a wk !

will post up ember's link here again when it's up.
GOING BACK TO HIT THE BOOKS !!!

performing in NP on saturday.
lol can't seem to decide on the songs!!!

Thurs- meetup with AHS lovelies at  simpangbedok :)
i really really miss them.
after that went over to meet alvin& jiayong for a short meeting
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fellowship at timbre@ mt sophia on wed.
good heart-to-heart fellowship; i learnt a lot.
I feel really blessed that God has put really mature and older people around me,
for me to learn and grow.
then it was supper at serangoon and more talks

yes,it's true how people say I don't open up and share openly.haha
not good, i know.
must open up more !!!


and it's father's day :)
I love you Daddy God.
I love you dad.
I know there is no chance for you to see this,
but I really do love you,from the bottom of my heart.
I know God has placed you in my life to lead me to the right places,
though we do have our misunderstandings,
and your very military style of disciplining us since young.
I still acknowledge you as my awesome father.
thank you for everything


 

J esus
O thers
Y ourself 
 

It's Jesus first, Others then Yourself ! 

tony: what kind of guys do you like?
annie: I like the strong and silent type

aww :)

i feel upset when people do things behind my back and make decisions on my behalf.
esp when the issue concerns me :(
i'm so so so sad
 

I lost to samuel skinny boy!
hahaha
I've won a couple of smaller-built guys before
but samuel is stronggg.

It's been a long and tiring first 2 weeks of school !!!
But..rather fruitful because I've never been so attentive and on time for school since Day 1 of my poly life.
I'm really trying hard to understand every single thing in lectures now so by the grace of God I pray that I can keep this up! (:
As I said before I need to work HARD HARD HARD in year 2, it's not easy but I'm going to try :D haha

This week has been fun and lots of projects and stuff to be completed,still getting used to life in Dbf05 and I really miss dbf08.
Monday was coldrock-ing and frolicking at Holland V
Tuesday was subway

As you can see I'm eating and eating like there's no tmr ! please stop me someone.
I managed to lose some weight when I was sick a few weeks back but now :(

Ok and yup Wednesday was exciting because I had the chance to perform in school haha
First time performing alone but it was fun though I made mistakes and laugh laugh a lot but I guessed over all it was all right (:
List of songs:

(1st set)
Drops of jupiter-Train
Pokerface- Lady Gaga
Kiss me- Sixpence none the richer

(2nd set)
Because of you-neyo
Sway- Bic Runga
Disturbia - Rihanna (half because I forgot the lyrics lol)
Sunday morning - maroon 5


Most of the songs are impromtu and I only decided which songs to play 5 minutes before performing! haha I really want to thank God for all these opportunities, the previous time at Jazz@ southbridge and yesterday's performance in sp..

Pictures will be up soon after Wendell sends them to me !